Getting through it

i keep playing it inside my head, all that you said to me,i lie awake just to convince myself this wasn't just a dream.'cos you were right here and i should've taken the chance,but i got so scared and i lost the moment again.it's all that i can think about, oh,you're all that i can think about.is your heart taken,is there somebody else on your mind?i'm so sorry, im so confused just tell me, am i out of time?is your heart breaking, how do you feel about me know?i can't believe i let you walk away when,when i should've kissed you.   

found this picture of me from like 2  summers ago ha! i even look kinda like an emo back then!

this is a terrible picture of me but i dont care ha!

hey ther guys, hope you are all goood:')  i am absolutely, positively fantastic! I woken up with a phone call from my friend cassie who screams down the phone; 'WE GOT ONE DIRECTION TICKETS!!!!' i was like 'aw yeah ok cass. Wait. WHATT!?!?' and we started screaming, yeah guys i rather love one direction:'). So yes, a year tomorrow i will be in the presence of five amazing, inspirational talented gorgeous boys. I have to say i am rather excited:D! and to top that off two weeks today i will be seeing LMFAO! yeah buddieee!  Me, cassie and jorji are ready for one direction,but you guys ain't ready for us! DIrectioners are amazing. Glasgow arenas sold out in 6 minutes!! this is going to be amazing night, this will mean i have seen my favourite boys. Justin bieber last year and one direction next! i'd like the thank my parents so so much,you guys are awesome. 

hey there guys, hope you are all good, and have had an awesome weekend. I'm just enjoying the last day of half term beofre school starts tomorrow. i'm geting my nose pierced in a little while, which is the perfect way to end half term.

Well as usual i was on twitter last night, talking to hannah, my friend from ireland, and we were organising a trip for her to come visit me in scotland and me to go down to ireland in the summer to visit her:D. I'm dead excited, ive never been to ireland before and hannah's never been to scotland, so it should be good for both of us, and catching up with chris and wes:')! If any of you have twitter give me a follow @becca_milliken, i follow back, just ask:')! Twitter is the best thing ever, if yous don't have it, i seriously recomend you make one:D!

I haven't took any new photos lately, i've not really done anything exciting haha, but tammy is coming up this weekend again so i'll be taking more photos with her:') I love taking photos, i'd love to be a photographer when i'm older, like as a little job to do when i'm not dancing.

I've got a little idea about using my mum's friends little boy as a model and having a photo shoot type thing with him, just to see how it goes and just to have a little fun, what do you guys think? think i should? Comment or mail me to let me now your oppinions. So yeah hope all you guys are well and i will blog again soon, probably wont be till around saturday cause im back at school tomorrow, so i'll be kinda busy, but i will try my best.
Enjoy the rest of your day and i'll post again soon,  much love x

i don't like posting without putting up pictures, so heres some photos of me and tammy ,enjoy :D!

hey guys, hope you are all well. I'm great. I went down and stayed with tammy in teh borders the other night, and then stayed at mine last night. She lives in emerdale, i swear, there is live 7 houses, and the population is like 10. ha, it well cute though. Her house i really cute and lovely though. She told me that there was a little abandoned hosue in the middle of one of the fields, so we went to check it out. Tammy told me that it was oinly about 15 minutes away, we walked for half an hour, and didnt even half way. I could have killed her, it was fun though. She gets litrerally no phone signal where she stays, so i was running about the woods trying to find a sopt with signal, haha that things i do for her. It was amazing to go down and stay with her though. Its amazing being with her for a few days, i miss her millions.

Because i'm a lovely bestfriend, i left her asleep while i went off to a dane rehearsal this morning haha, then when i came back i go my hair done, then hit town. My hair is really dark again, so i am no loner gingerish:( and its cut different too, hope you all like it, and i'll blogg again soon x

well hello there guys, how ya'll doing on this fine evening? im doing good:). Had an amazing day yesterday with one of my closest friends, beth. I'ts her birthday tomorrow, so we went out yesterday, spent some money and have a laugh, it was fun.

When we were ready after school we headed into town and went to the cinema around 3ish. We saw 'journey 2 the mysterious island' it was awesome!  Dwayne 'the rock' Johnson AND Josh Hutcherson, in the same film! it was good, have to admit. Then we decided to save some money and go to Mcdonalds, so we could go SHOPPING! yeahhhh! After mcdonalds we hit Primark. We bought socks and panties each. Then i bought my Jessie J top, which you will see in the pictures, and my mums birthday presents, which is today. *Happy birthday mum*! Then we went into H and M and beth bought a star wars top and an elvis top. I was totally gonna get the star wars top but i was like £1 short haha, sooooo, me being clever as i am i persuaded robbie to get me it for valentines day :')! im so cute and he's so good to me, but i better go with him, make sure he gets the right one ha. Then i went and stayed with beth last night, we watched St Trinians, best film ever! We totally know like every word from it haha. Beth had me in absolute stitches when we were watching is, cause as you's know i'm classed as an 'emo' or a 'scene kid' and i go about saying 'i'm a dinosaur... rawrrr' cause im normal. So anyways the emos/goths in st trinians go 'We're not goths, we're emos' so they beth turns to me and goes 'i'm not scene, i'm a dinosaur' Honestly  it was one of the funniest things ever, so i've been saying that alot lately haha. Anywho, it was a brilliant day, oh and i started stretching my ear again, this shall be fun, told parents its a fake stretcher haha, im a rebel:')

Well i'm on school holidays for the next week and a bit, so yeah, sleeping till whenever sounds goos haha. As you all know my dance show is soon, so i have rehearsals again on tuesday, which is valentines day.. nice one.
BUT the plus side is i am getting my hair dyed and cut in the morning, so that i'll be good. Then my nose stud should come in the next few days, so i'll be getting my nose pierced, wooo! oh and i'm sorry i haven't blogged  this week been kinda busy.
Anywho, im shattered haha, didnt sleep much last night, so yeah here's the pictures, and yeah i'll blog again soon, enjoy your night. See you:) becca x

beth was being a monkey, and i was being a duck, ha?